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06-03-2011 8:44 AM -- By: JJ, From: Perdido Key FL.
So sorry for your loss she is Beautiful , Birthday Blessings Angel Amanda Rose.
05-29-2011 3:49 PM -- By: dragan jovic's dad, From: croatia
Life will never be the same without our precious children,but knowing the pain will end when we join them,is hopeful but sad.
05-21-2011 12:42 AM -- By: , From: fla
angelversary blessings to you...
04-09-2011 4:37 PM -- By: Ash, From: Lburg
Miss and Love you infinity.
03-08-2011 7:21 PM -- By: , From: fla.
So sorry for your loss...
12-18-2010 3:33 AM -- By: Ash, From: L-burg
Yesterday (3 hrs ago) was my 24th birthday. I guess It'll never b the same w/o u, granny, or grandaddy. I thought about u all day!!! How we wld both get presents 4m G&G so the other 1 wldnt feel left out and so on. I guess I miss u most on my bday. I always cry 4 u on this day no matter what. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND MISS U EVEN MORE! Tell Granny & Grandaddy the same. Love from yall's Ashee Cole.
12-09-2010 10:29 PM -- By: Donna Crain Drury, From: Anderson County, KY
Every time I hear or read the name "Amanda Rose", I think of a beautiful flower that has just begun to bloom with all the edges of its vibrant color exposed as if it's ready for all the world to appreciate. That's also the way I remember this Amanda Rose, a young lady that I met in Fox Creek Christian Church for the first time when she was a pre-teen. She always sat with her awesome mother & wonderful siblings in a pew in front of my family & me. Her beauty, inside & outside, had already bloomed as it was evident by just watching her interact with her family. That's the way I'll always remember Amanda Rose Wainscott.
11-19-2010 4:21 AM -- By: chad byrd, From: lawrenceburg
11-13-2010 9:48 AM -- By: Carol Ragsdale, From: Atlanta GA
Amanda sending you and mom my love thoughts and prayers always. Keeping you both forever in my heart.
Mothers bond by grief,
Love & Peace
Carol Matthew Mullis's Mom
11-13-2010 5:06 AM -- By: Ash, From: Ky
Me and Moma are having a rough time at it. I wish you were here! And Granny and Grandaddy too. And not just for me, but for Moma too. I know she wants to call Granny everyday when she wakes up and I have even felt the urge to call you. I've been to so many new bars with the band and I have to double-take a lot of times b/c I could swear its you there in the corner of my eye. Then when I really look, its not you and my heart breaks all over again. :'( Its amazing how many things I would give up to just see you again, once more. If only I could trade places with you, I would in a heartbeat. You enjoyed life, I don't very much, and I really aint ever if you really think about it. But now I kno that I gotta live for both of us and make the most of it! I love you so much! I think I might miss you more though! Tell Granny and Grandaddy the same. Love from yall's Ashee Cole!!!
11-06-2010 9:41 PM -- By: Ash, From: Ky
I love and miss you, Granny, and Grandaddy so much. Just thinking of you 3. Love from yall's Ashee Cole.
10-31-2010 4:43 AM -- By: Doug, From: Ky
if i were to see you i would give you the biggest hug ever. I did something, that i thought i'd never do in my lifetime. I miss ya love ya. Bye.
10-29-2010 9:31 PM -- By: Ash, From: Ky
Well I'm in the middle of packing stuff up and getting ready to move out. I got all the stuff off the walls in the living room and bedroom and already it feels empty. There are so many memories here and at Grandaddy's, and to leave both places to go to a new one where memories with you, Granny, and Grandaddy can't be made, sucks. I feel like leaving and saying goodbye to the cabin is just like saying goodbye to you, G & G even tho it aint, but it just feels that way. So what about Doug? Can you believe what happened?! I woulda loved to seen your reaction! And what about the news we got last week?! I cant help but think u had something to do with that! :) Anyways, I guess I better go back to boxing stuff up, still got a long ways to go. :/ Love and miss you so much. Tell Granny and Grandaddy that I love and miss them a lot too! Love from Ashee Cole.
10-19-2010 1:20 PM -- By: , From:
Amanda is so beautiful! I know we miss our loved ones dearly,And I pray for each of you,as I see your faith and strength from God and he will continue to help us press on for Hope and a future!! Jer29;11...Terry (Tyson's Mom)
10-10-2010 7:00 AM -- By: Ash, From: Ky
Its been awhile, I guess around 6 weeks since I wrote ya. I dont know why I've been putting it off. I aint really had anything to say. Or better yet, I aint felt much since Grandaddy died. Seriously, I aint felt anything. I guess maybe im still in shock, even though I expected Grandaddys death more than yours and even Grannys. Even last weekend after the mudrun, I dont think it sunk in one bit while the alcohol was in my system. I guess I got sooo many other things on my mind, I just aint gave it time. Plus, you know how I've become - I shove anything that might make me feel something outta my mind, except for when im drinkin, for the most part. I dont really have much to say right at this moment. I think anger is my main feeling right now. It has been for a while. Anger at a lot of people, even God. Tell Granny I got the loveseat!!! I wanted it so much and not because I needed it for my back, but because of senimental reasons too. I remember after Mom moved out of their house, I use to go over and talk with Granny, more like gossip with her on the loveseat. God, I miss her so much. I wish she could give everyone what they deserved!!! God, knows they dont deserve ANYTHING they got!!!!!!! But just knowing how Granny agreed with me about that whole email thing, allows me just to sit back and laugh about it. She mightve not loved us more, but I kno and everyone else knows, she liked us and was a whole lot more closer to us than the rest of em. And that fills me with more satisfaction than anything else could ever do! I love and miss you so much Mammie. Tell Granny and Grandaddy the same!!! Wait for me in Heaven. Yalls faces better be the first ones I see!!! Love and Miss you oh so much!!! Love from yalls baby, Ashee Cole!
09-15-2010 1:03 AM -- By: Ash, From: Ky
So your 2 favorite people are there now and 3 of my favorite people are not here. Im glad Grandaddy can finally be with you and Granny but there is a huge hole here on earth where he use to be. Life is gonna be so hard and different without him. I love you Amanda so much and miss you just the same. Tell Granny and Grandaddy the same thing. I know Grandaddy is the same person he use to be now. I love and miss you all!!! Save a place for me!!! Love Ashee Cole!
09-12-2010 4:23 PM -- By: Ash, From: Ky
Figured I'd write you since I aint in awhile. The past couple days have been horrible. I've had bronchitis and its been awful. I still feel like crap and I guess I will for a few more days. Luckily I went to the doc yesterday and go again tomorrow, so im already on meds. Well I just wanted to write you. I love you and Miss you, tell Granny the same.
08-28-2010 4:49 AM -- By: Ash, From: Ky
Oh god Amanda, I miss you so bad! Why couldn't you have stayed with us? I would give anything to take back that day. I could've changed everything and I just stood there and watched you. Now our family has fallen apart and its all on me. If I would've done what I knew to do, we would still be a family and you would still be here. Its all my fault. I should be where you are and you should be here. Everyone would be happier, me included. Im so sorry for not saving you. I REALLY BELIEVE YOU COUNTED ON ME FOR THAT AND WHEN IT MATTERED MOST, I LET YOU DOWN. I let EVERYONE down. Im so damn sorry. I love you more than anything. And miss you just the same, if not more. I hope you can forgive me. Love your baby sister.
08-10-2010 7:13 AM -- By: Ash, From: Ky
So its 7am and I can't sleep, imagine that. Jr's band is doing awesome. Theyre actually playin some really good shows and getting a lot of fans. You'd love it. Well maybe not the music so much but any excuse to go to big bars in Louisville at least. :) I'm loving it b/c I love the music and im doin wat I can to get em recognized. They've played 3 shows so far and hav another comin up in a few weeks. I think last show they sold like a dozen cds, if not more so thats pretty good. Hopefully they'll make it big and I can meet some famous people like Godsmack and Shinedown, that would just rock! Anyways. It had been awhile since I got on here and wrote you so I figured I would. Thats about all thats been up for awhile. Classes start back next week, woo hoo, not. But at least it'll giv me something to do. I love and miss you so much! Tell Granny the same.
07-24-2010 11:31 AM -- By: Mom, From: Hometown, usa
Amanda my daughter!!! Today has been hell! daddy doesn't want to be changed from wet clothes to dry and talked to me bad. your brother & sisters are acting like they don't know me or their grandaddy and that hurts like hell. My world fell apart when you left me. Got worse when Moma left and now seems even worse. I love you & miss you soooo baddd & Moma too.
07-24-2010 6:10 AM -- By: Ash, From: Ky
So I finally wrote u kno who and told her that I would meet her, now its up to her to decide when or where. I had been putting it off sorda hoping I'd change my mind, but I knew I wouldnt. I just dont wanna look bak in a few yrs and wish I would hav. Plus it might b bareable and less nervous/awkward if Jo or Cody goes with me. Yes, I said Cody lol. And Im sorda lookin forward to wat she has to say. With the family the way it is, I figured now was as good a time than any, so here it goes. Anyways, I love you so much and miss you more than anything, tell Granny the same. Love from your baby sister Ashee Cole.
07-10-2010 5:20 AM -- By: Ash, From: Ky
I miss you so much. I had't thought about how much I missed you in the past couple weeks. I've actually been ok, but right now, im not okay at all. Im glad I got friends to keep my mind of things tho. Even though theres one you or mom like. But he is one of my best friends and I kno he'd be there 4 me if or when I'd need him. Anyways, I was thinkin bout you and I wanted to tell you that I still think of u everyday and everyday whether theres good ones or bad. I love you more than I could ever say and miss you more than I could ever express. Love from your baby sister, Ashee Cole.
06-22-2010 1:16 AM -- By: Erica, From: Virginia
I would like to thank you for sharing your story about Amanda. After reading your story and seeing her photos..in a strange way I feel as though I knew her. Such a young beautiful girl, but yet she felt no purpose for life.
I know well the pain that eats at your soul from her being gone. I have several family members and friends who I have lost to suicide. As well as myself, parents and siblings who have attempted suicide. It is a cruel sickness that even the most obvious signs are not visible.
No matter how bad my life may seem my children give me the strength to go on. I do know what they would go through, and I could never do that to them. I just pray that my children will never chose this option when life gets rough.
Amanda may have thought this was the only option she had to find happiness within herself. I will always keep your family in my prayers.
06-04-2010 11:59 AM -- By: Terrrie Whiteman, From: Pa.
Dear Kathy, My thoughts and prayers are with you for Amanda's Birthday and angelversary.
Know that she is safe and happy in her new home in heaven.
Love, Terrie and Joey
06-03-2010 11:49 PM -- By: Patti O'Dell, From: New Berlin IL
Happy Birthday Amanda...Keep watching over you mom, I know she misses you very much.
06-03-2010 10:47 PM -- By: Ash, From: Ky
Happy 25th Birthday Mammie Rose. I miss you soooo much. Love your baby sister, Ashee Cole.
06-03-2010 12:58 PM -- By: Written by Ashley, From:
This day 25 years ago, as you all know, Amanda Rose was born. There were 5 of us kids and Amanda was the 4th. When we were all younger, we were sort of indescribable. I wouldn’t call us siblings in the direct meaning of the word, though we fought and fussed like siblings do, we were an extraordinary set of siblings because our love was stronger than a lot of families. Now today it’s Amanda’s 25th birthday and she’s celebrating in Heaven without her Mother, without her siblings, without her best friends. And even though she still has us 4 siblings, along with a nephew and 4 nieces, 2 of which she never got the chance to meet, none of us are the same without her and none of us will ever be the same after just knowing her. I know everyone here has been touched by someone that left too soon and I know they were all was special in their very own way. But this day, in my heart and in my families’ heart, it will always be Amanda Rose’s day. The pain Amanda put us through these past 4 years is nothing compared to the joy, happiness, and love she gave to us for 20 years in her own “Amanda” way. If you didn’t know Amanda like her family or friends did, you would’ve thought she was, to put it in the best terms, mean, for some of the part; whether it was rolling her eyes at us, calling us her unique nicknames she made up, or just plain ignoring us when she didn’t get her way, that’s how she showed us she loved us and how we know to this day that she loved us. But then there was another side of Amanda; a completely unique, stunning, incredible, endearing person. Someone who was worthy of love and life and lived it to the fullest. Everyone she knew and that knew her good learned something from her. There are no words or maybe not enough words to describe Amanda. I almost wonder if the words have even been created yet because I’ve never been able to describe her to the fullest. We shared 20 birthdays with Amanda, some maybe not that many, but even though it wasn’t enough, I am thankful and blessed to be able to have those and to have all the beautiful memories of her and of the life that made me and especially my family complete.
06-03-2010 12:46 PM -- By: Moma, From:
My Sweet Amanda Rose
Today is your 25th Birthday. How do I get through it? Twenty five years ago I gave birth to a beautiful little baby girl that was unexpected by all except a select few. I kept my pregancy a secret until Moma guessed it the Friday before you were born on Monday. Everybody didn't think I needed another mouth to feed or for Mom & Dad to feed. But you were such a blessing.......I sometimes wonder if God punished me for keeping you a secret for nine months. You were healthy even tho I didn't go to the Dr. till the ninth month. You stayed in my belly curled up in a little knot like you knew we were keeping a secert. Even after I had you I could lay down on the couch and put you on my stomach and I looked like I was still pregnant.
Your Granny said she bonded with you at the hospital when they handed you to her and she coughed and you smiled at her! She always said God took you because she worshiped you and that was a sin. That bond was never broken even when you died!
I guess that is why you were always so special to us especially me! I always wanted you from the day I knew I was expecting and couldn't wait for you to get here I knew you were gonna be a girl and had your name picked out from the first!
I wouldn't have traded a day I had with you. You brought so much joy to my life and my life has never been the same and never will be.......There will always be a hole in my heart for you I think of you everyday and wonder what if......where would you be today if you were still here.....I know you are still in my heart and the heart of many you left behind and I know you are in Heaven with your Granny.......I miss and love you both!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY AMANDA ROSE MY SWEET ROSE RED!!!!!!
06-03-2010 11:48 AM -- By: Jessica, From:
HAPPY 25th BIRHTDAY IN HEAVEN!!! I know you are partying hard! You always loved to celebrate your birthday or anything that gave you an excuse to party. We had so much fun. I will never forget all the happy times we had. I hope to celebrate with you again someday! Until then I love you and miss you always!!
05-21-2010 6:30 PM -- By: Ash, From: Ky
Im tryin to spend the day thinkin bout the good memories like Rich Girl and the spice girl shoes and everything in between. But theres always a peek of this day 4 years ago that comes thru. I heard the last song I seen u dance to last night and I could c you laughin and dancin with ur drink in ur hand at the legion and it made me smile and cry at the same time. I hope I make it thru the night tonight, it probably wouldnt hurt me to cry tho since I never can let myself. Anyways, I just wanted to make sure you knew I hadn't forgot ya, ever. I love and miss you so much more than words can even express. Tell Granny the same. Love from your baby sister, Ashee Cole.
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