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10-10-2009 6:17 PM -- By: Ashley, From: Ky
I miss you!
09-08-2009 2:13 AM -- By: Ash, From: Ky
Well, I went to the ER early, early this morning because my back was hurting so bad and come to find out I have a herniated disc and degenerative spine. I have to probably see a specialist and probably have a MRI or physical therapy. Im scared, for real. I know its not that bad right now, but it seems like everytime I get my life straightened out, it screws me. Anyways, I dont wanna ramble on, plus my meds are kicking in and Im gettin sleepy again. I will talk to you soon. I love and miss you and Granny too!!! Be with me and watch over me. Love from your baby sister Ashee Cole.
09-07-2009 3:57 AM -- By: Ash, From: Ky
Hey Mammie, just wanted to drop you a few lines. Today was Grandaddys 85th birthday even though he didnt know it. The alzhiemers has completely took away the person he was, its very very sad. Anyways, I miss you and love you, tell Granny the same. Love from your baby sister Ashee Cole.
09-02-2009 1:01 AM -- By: Lori, From: Denver, CO
I am sorry for your loss of Amanda she was beautiful. I also can relate to dark shadows of depression, it's so hard to deal with, and my heart goes out to you.
08-15-2009 4:51 AM -- By: Ash, From: Ky
Hey Mammie, guess what? Im goin back to school!!!!!!! Im actually excited, I've been wanting to for awhile. I had to get student loans since I wasnt eligible for financial aid, but its all good. Well just wanted to tell you the good news, tell Granny for me. She wanted me to go back to so bad, so I kno she'll be excited too! Maybe, just maybe my luck is changing, ya think? It has to get better! Anyways, I love you and miss you, as always. Tell Granny the same! Love from your baby sister Ashee.
08-12-2009 8:34 PM -- By: Ash, From: Ky
Hey Mammie. Sorry its been awhile, our computer stopped working. Did u see my big breakdown last weekend? I dont know what came over me, but Leslie and Jordan said they were glad cuz they thought I'd been needing it for awhile. I was just so mad!!! I felt like no one knew how I was feeling and they dont. Everyone here had a sister, but they hadnt lost one. None of em had even lost anyone to suicide, so they didnt know how I felt. Doug said he did cuz u were his sister and I kno what he meant by that, but you werent, youre mine! I miss you and Granny so bad!!! Im so scared these days. I know me and Doug hav to do something but im scared too. Im scared I'll get screwed over or something. I wish you and Granny woulda never left and it could be like it use to, but I kno that will never ever happen. :'( I just wanted to write you. I dont kno when I will be able to again. I love you so much and miss you just the same. Tell Granny I love and miss her too!!! Watch over me and Moma, we both need you 2 so bad! Love from your baby sister.
08-05-2009 2:14 AM -- By: cindy hall, From: texas
Amanda was a beautiful person. too look at her you would think she could have any thing she wanted. But I know sometimes things go terribly wrong with what s on your mind. I havent spoke to my parents in over a year every time we talk its a screaming match. this time was so serious I should have sued my parents for the bus. I was buying from them they decided not to sell there 83 they cant even work it I paid them for it for 9 years now it is getting to me . the longer i'm not working or around other people stuck here in this house like a hermit my mind and body is going in to outerspace. Last sunday my husband and I started back to church and wooden you know there was a customer that came in the store said she would never shop there again . She forgot to make several payments and blamed us. thats not all her son in law was the preacher. I felt sorry for him I belevie its out of control at that church his mother in law tries to run the whole show, Now I hope my husband understands that I dont want to go to that church. I need someone to talk to real bad If I had a lot of money and a friend wish we could go to the river and just float. I pray all your lives are better. I know theres a big void. I just want to call 1-800- heaven and say Grande ma come and lets go ride around in the car a while.
06-26-2009 4:36 PM -- By: Ash, From: Ky
I miss you and Granny so much! I've thought about you so much these past couple days and I ain't been able to push it back, like I usually do. I love thinking of you, but then again I don't cuz I'd rather avoid the pain that comes along with it. I dunno why I think the way I do. If you knew, you would smack me, cuz I kno what you woulda said about it. I just dont know anymore...Theres only one thing im sure of and thats that I love you and miss you more than anything in this world and if I could change anything, it'd be May 21st, 2006!!! I love you and miss you. Tell Granny I love and miss her too! Love from your baby sister, Ashee Cole.
06-16-2009 11:47 PM -- By: , From:
Kathy, It's me again, Joni.
06-04-2009 3:53 PM -- By: Autumn, From: AZ
I'm so sorry that you are gone. You are well missed. I know your mom, family and friends miss you greatly everyday and always will. Rest in peace. Hugs, Autumn
06-04-2009 1:14 PM -- By: Connie Eggen, From:
Happy Birthday Amanda, you have such a beautiful smile, I know you have to be a beautiful person. If you should see my Sissy, please give her a hug for me.
06-04-2009 1:11 PM -- By: Connie Eggen, From:
Thinking of you and your pretty smile, happy birthday Amanda.
06-04-2009 11:56 AM -- By: Angela, From: Frankfort, KY
HAPPY 24th Birthday, Amanda! Your dazzling smile shines like the brightest moon. The stars above perhaps are places where your Smiles from Heaven have broken through the night skies - just for us to
cherish as memories.
Your sun-kissed face also glows like the sun. So sun, moon, stars - all can be Amanda Analogies to
comfort those of us who miss you, especially Momma Kathy.
Tell Kyle Wilkins Hello in Heaven - from his momma Angela who misses him.
Kathy, each birthday in Heaven that our child celebrates is time with God - and a time for us to remember
their birthdays here on Earth. Amanda's web page is wondrous - beautiful - built with MotherLove.
Your Compassionate Friend, Angela Wilkins
06-04-2009 8:44 AM -- By: Dana, From: Crab Orchard
06-04-2009 6:36 AM -- By: Karen, From: Frankfort
Amanda, even after your passing you have an impact on other people's lives. Your vibrant smile and sparkling eyes can make me smile everytime I see your beautiful pictures. You are missed by so many and never will be forgotten. I have feel like I have gotten to know you through your sweet momma, and family.
06-03-2009 11:22 PM -- By: Mary Rhodes, From: Frankfort
Amanda had a beautiful smile just like her mother!
06-03-2009 6:02 PM -- By: Moma, From: Ky
Happy 24th Birthday, Darling,
Sounds like Conway doesn't it! I was just thinking the other night when we went to see George, Tracy and Miranda in Louisville. We had such a wonderful time and GARY , OMG that was even better. I have wonderful memories to cherish and they live in my heart with you and I can keep them forever and forever, but I want you back, my life is not complete without you. My world is sooo different without you. I can only honor you for the almost 21 years I had with you. You were me shining star always sticking out with your bright blonde hair and beautiful smile, your brother and sisters have that beautiful smile but I always want to count five, now there is always one missing, missing but never forgotten! Happy Birthay from your loving Mom. I love you and miss you so much and thank you for all the signs you send, would you please come to me in a dream, I will pray for it until it happans!
06-03-2009 12:45 PM -- By: Myra, From:
Happy Birthday Amanda
06-03-2009 10:18 AM -- By: , From:
Today is your big Birthday!!! I know that you are having a great time. I miss all the fun we would be having. We knew how to have fun that is for sure. I hope that you have a great birthday!! I can't wait to party with you again. Happy Birthday and Love ya, Jess
06-03-2009 6:41 AM -- By: , From:
We wanted to come by again and say our thoughts are with you. We very much understand your heart break. What a beautiful young woman Amanda is. May you find comfort and smiles in the memories of Amanda as you celebrate her birthday.
06-03-2009 2:26 AM -- By: Ash, From: Ky
Well, it seems like just yesterday you were planning your 21st birthday and now im wishing you a happy 24th birthday in heaven. I cannot believe im older than you were when you died by 2 years. I hope your sticking around Candice, she needs you, im sure you are tho. And I know you are meeting Cole and spending time with him. Tell Granny I miss her so much and I hope she liked the flowers I put out at the cemetary on mothers day. Im sry I couldnt put anything else out, money is hard to find these days and jobs are even harder...Yes i've actually looked lol. I love you both more than anything, and I almost miss you as much as I love you, if that makes sense. I'll take a shot for you this weekend, im thinkin cranberry and vodka...whats it called? whats in it? lol I'll always remember those times. Im gonna cut it short, so I dont cry. I keep on holding it in these days, I figure if I ignore everything it doesnt hurt, and it works too! Happy Birthday Mammie Rose! Love from your baby sister Ashee Cole.
05-28-2009 4:32 PM -- By: Joni Esquibel, From: Dodge City ks
Kathy, I'm so sorry. She was beautiful! Have tried to contact you. My cell 620-430-7483. joni
05-27-2009 4:43 PM -- By: Moma, From: KY
ANOTHER HEARTBREAKING DAY! Send signs to us all, especially Can and her family. I miss you so much, I needed you last night and today and probally the days to follow!!!!!!! I need an answer, WHY???? I had just started slowing down on you not asking why every minute, now I feel I am back to square one! Love to you!
05-24-2009 7:00 PM -- By: Firuse, From: Germany
I am really sorry for your loss. Such a beautiful young lady. I read about Amanda in Facebook. God bless her soul.
05-24-2009 12:37 PM -- By: Moma, From: KY
To My Sweet Amanda Rose!
I am sorry I haven't written sooner, but I think you know whats been going on.......It seems like you called it over 3 years ago, didn't you? How did you know how it would turn out? Is that why what happaned, happaned???? I am not and will not take the blame for something I DID NOT DO!!!! I know I didn't do it and WHOEVER did do it will one day will have to answer for it! Right ??
I still miss you like you left us yesterday and Moma omg I miss her so much too, my only way of getting thru is knowing you all are together! Watch over Daddy and us. Ash is having a tuff time of it right now. I don't get to spend hardly any time with Tristan, Carlee, Lola, and Mady, LaLa I see every day after school and she brightens our day (most of the time) LOL!
Well I have to go check Daddy's sugar , I promise I will write sooner, just know how much I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU!!! HUGS~ KISSES!!!!!!!
05-21-2009 4:42 PM -- By: Ash, From: Ky
Well, 3 years, it seems like its been alot longer than that, but at the same time it seems like it was just yesterday. I had so much trouble sleeping this morn from 4 to 10 because I remember in detail everything that happend between those hours. Mom and me are goin to a memorial thing that hospice is having, then afterwards im goin to the cemetary. I hope you send me a few signs, to make me smile, like you usually do. I love you and miss you so much! Life isnt the same without my big sister here. Tell granny I love her and miss her too! I dont wanna write too much, im tryin to go the whole day without crying, I probably wont succeed, but its worth a try. I'll talk to you soon. Love from your baby sister Ashee Cole!
05-21-2009 2:29 PM -- By: Brittany, From: Kentucky
Dear Kathy & Family,
Thinking of you on this anniversary. I understand the pain you are feeling today and have felt since Amanda left you all, my uncle committed suicide back in February of 08. The pain of a loved one doing that is unbearable. I think about my uncle constantly and the choice he made that night. I still love him and miss him greatly, I just wish he had asked for help before it was to late. He is so much better off now, at the time of his death I wanted him back but now I see that the battle he was fighting here on this earth he isnt fighting anymore. May God bless you and your family and give you all peace and comfort. My thoughts and prayers are with you all always!
Brittany & Angel Barry
05-21-2009 1:00 PM -- By: Myra, From:
Amanda is a very special Angel. May you be comforted and have peace on her Angel Day.
05-21-2009 9:31 AM -- By: Jessica, From: KY
Today is a rough day for me. You have been gone another year and it hasn't got much easier. I still miss you with all my heart and I still think about you daily. I don't think that will ever change. I love the little signs you give me to remind me that you are still around and thinking of me too. Bethany and me were just talking about you and your cute little signs to say hey i am around. That makes me feel so great!!!! I think you know exactly when I need you the most. You mean the world to me and I miss you so much!!! Love you bunches! Jessica
05-21-2009 7:39 AM -- By: , From:
We are so very sorry for your loss of such a young and beautiful girl. Our hearts break for you as I know the pain and loneliness you are going through. You have created a beautiful tribute to Amanda. Today may be a difficult time but we just wanted you to know we are thinking of you and sending prayers your way.
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